Pandamonio

Tool: 46 & Two live

"My shadow's

Shedding skin and
I've
been picking
Scabs again.
I'm down
Digging
through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue.

I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what
could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own
confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross
me over
Or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the
changes coming down.
I wanna know what I've been
hiding in

My shadow.
Change is coming through my
shadow.
My shadow's shedding skin
I've been
picking
My scabs again.

I've been crawling
on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic
And insecure
delusions.

I wanna feel the change consume me,
Feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the
metamorphosis and
Cleansing I've endured within

My shadow
Change is coming.
Now is my time.
Listen to my muscle memory.
Contemplate what I've
been clinging to.
Forty-six and two ahead of me.

I choose to live and to
Grow, take and give and to
Move, learn and love and to
Cry, kill and die and to
Be paranoid and to
Lie, hate and fear and to
Do what
it takes to move through.

I choose to live and to
Lie, kill and give and to
Die, learn and love and to
Do what it takes to step through.

See my shadow
changing,
Stretching up and over me.
Soften this old
armor.
Hoping I can clear the way
By stepping through
my shadow,
Coming out the other side.
Step into the
shadow.
Forty six and two are just ahead of me."